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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Chronicles; Chapter 1.

; wondering why


Alwin.

I first got acquainted with him in the late months of 2004, and friendship blossomed. And perhaps a little more than that bloomed as well. Vaguely, but distinctly, I can remember our matching msn nicknames. Alwinmyprecious! Jovinamyprecious! My contact in his phone was saved as princess, and his in mine, precious. In addition, we created special groups for each other, Alwin the Asswipe! for him in my msn, and My One & Only for me in his. So much that it was a private joke that we were 'cyber fetishes'. Never met..

2005 came and went in a flash of the eye. Communication gradually dwindled, phonecalls and chats online from daily to infrequent, occasional. I only realised later that I still remained royalty in his msn, the only one with my own group, and that after all these time, despite having MIA-ed from IRC, he still joined my channel, #jovina.

Until 2006, when I started meeting Wanwin. On a ktv planned night, she insisted on me going down to Cine to meet Alwin, Dick and Calvin. So after more than a year, we finally had our first physical interaction. Sufficiently awkward, but it led to more chats online and the random phone calls and texts.

We had our 2nd meeting outside Indochine. This time, it was comfortable and easy, like the reunion of close friends. I was sticking to him like superglue throughout the night, hugging, holding his hand and everything. But before the over active imaginations of you guys start working overtime, let me state that it was platonic, platonic friendship. Even though I was claiming to be his girlfriend throughout the night. Heehee :x

That night I met Jiahao and Iain, ex-schoolmates of Win. And yes, Michelle, now a most treasured lepak-mate of mine, who was with me on that fateful night, starting hanging out together, the four of us, on an almost day to day basis.

Haha. Was reading our logs. No shit, long and full of crap, but very affectionate. Close close buddies, it was clear.

Anyway.. there was one incident when I was supposed to meet Win in town, but I ended up at Toa Payoh with Iain, Jiahao and Mich. Pool. So in a way, I kinda 'dua-ed' him, and left him in town with Dick. But that day, he was perfectly alright, so I didn't realise anything was wrong.

Then it happened. But I'm too tired to continue the story now, it's 6:17 am after all.

And he didn't reply me on msn. ):

joviee's musings at 5:35:00 AM ;

Little Miss Emo

Slang term from "Emotional".
excessive states of
-melancholia ; despondency
-gloom ; saturninity

Also Known As

Image hosting by PhotobucketJovina's the name, affectionately known to most as Jovy or Jov. Late June Baby's 17th on the 27th. The quintessential Cancerian & Snake. Can't-be-curbed addiction to ktvs, nicotine, literature and bubbletea. And yeah, common knowledge that her bark's far worst than her bite.

Ask no question & be Answered no Lie.

Random Quote

    I guess it's because we grow up and realise that our dreams can't be fulfilled. So we become cynical and jaded simply to protect ourselves, to be less vulnerable to the possible hurt out there.

Reflect & Ramble

    I used to think I was the only one who felt things, but I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity. It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would really be a gory, blood-smeared earth.

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