sigh. this is seriously affecting my mood.

secretletters.blogspot.com.

a subject i've just touched on with someone special, infidelity.

but this one.. there was love.

he really loved the other. although they both had their respective homes.

aaah i feel torn apart.

my personal morals and all against infidelity.. but i can't help feeling intense empathy for the guy.

and fear for myself.

what if this happens to me one day?

my future boyfriend/husband having an emotional and sexual affair with someone else?

a sexual affair is unforgivable.

but it wouldn't hurt as bad as an emotional one.

knowing your other half loves someone else after everything, wedding vows, promises and all.

this is all in the future but i'm very afraid.