I've always known it was a small Singapore, but finally, finally I fully comprehend how tiny this little island is.

How can something so innocent such as an inter-school friendly develop into a meeting of.. I don't even know how to put it. -__-

I didn't even know Boy was studying in Stansfield until Bart confirmed it earlier.. and I doubt Sam realised that he was the guy with Lei who asked me for a cigarette the other time at Cine.

My more.. colorful past seems to be haunting me, no matter how I try to get away from it.

But.. was it really so terrible?

Yes, I admit I was abit of a tease, and that's putting it mildly. Coquettish, if you please.

Still. I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of. Yeah, it gets a little embarassing when friends recount my flightier days but.. I know it's all in the name of fun.

I wasn't a slut who slept around. Not one single person could, with their conscience intact, approach anyone I might be dating and go "HEY I'VE SCREWED YOUR GIRL! HAHA!" or anything like that.

It doesn't affect the way I am, or how I feel for Sam this very moment.


So please, don't let it upset you..