i don't deny one bit tt i'm fucking scared..

but how bad can it get?

once and it's over..

better than the daily torment i go through.


wtf why must lydia choose this song ytd? air supply - all outta love.


so many things i want to know.. but il never have a chance to.

like the guy who resembled daniel ytd. he said i resembled his ex. il never get to see a picture of her.

il never be able t tell glen tt don't worry, i'm not interested in him.

il never be able to tell vic and wanwin tt i love them.

nor the family.. nor anyone else tt mattered.


but i'm on the brink of desperation.

i'm hanging by a thread.

i'm sorry for being so selfish, but i have to do this.

to all who cares, thank you..

to the one who doesn't, i love you, anyway.

goodbye.