Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Dirty Little Secret.
I was a compulsive liar.
I don't deny that fact. It happens often, almost subconciously. Then the damage is done.
But being an expert liar, I'll almost always find a way to veil my tale.
Be it a 100 other lies or another 1000 people to fool.
If I want to, of course.
There are other times I use my gift for fabrication shamelessly to my advantage.
The art of manipulation.
This might be the basis for my distaste for trickery, having lived in a convoluted web of lies and deceit for a long time.
It is one of the few things I cannot accept, and do not forgive.
Perhaps that's why Sam's so special.
He never fails to awe with his complete, if somewhat brutal honesty..
Maybe it's just me, but I'd tell a little white lie simply to get out of explaining an intricate situation.
I hope I never find out that he too, like others, has the capability to lie, especially to me, without batting an eyelid.
Okay I know I have more to say but going to town has interrupted my train of thoughts. :\
I was a compulsive liar.
I don't deny that fact. It happens often, almost subconciously. Then the damage is done.
But being an expert liar, I'll almost always find a way to veil my tale.
Be it a 100 other lies or another 1000 people to fool.
If I want to, of course.
There are other times I use my gift for fabrication shamelessly to my advantage.
The art of manipulation.
This might be the basis for my distaste for trickery, having lived in a convoluted web of lies and deceit for a long time.
It is one of the few things I cannot accept, and do not forgive.
Perhaps that's why Sam's so special.
He never fails to awe with his complete, if somewhat brutal honesty..
Maybe it's just me, but I'd tell a little white lie simply to get out of explaining an intricate situation.
I hope I never find out that he too, like others, has the capability to lie, especially to me, without batting an eyelid.
Okay I know I have more to say but going to town has interrupted my train of thoughts. :\