Dear Sis,

I know how you're feeling right now. I'm not just saying it. You know I really do. I know how it feels to be loving someone who once loved you back too.

It's beyond painful. Way above the normal threshold of pain a person can take. It's capable of tearing people apart, just wondering whether there's any love left to hold on to.

I'm in no position to instruct you on what you should do. But I feel a little advice from a concerned sister is dued in your situation.

You admitted it yourself, you feel like a concubine. That's one way of putting it nicely. I could use words like mistress. Vixen, an adulterous couple, to be even harsher.

Conscience versus love. Which would you choose? Is it love, or lust girl? Have you made up your mind?

Either way, he doesn't deserve you. Nor his girlfriend. He's cheating on her with you. And you. You're being cheated by him. Willingly. Knowing you're not his only one. Just think, whatever he's doing with you, he will do with his girlfriend. Maybe the very next day. Doesn't that cut you deeper than leaving him.. and moving on with life?

Silly girl.. you deserve so much more. It's a huge world out there. Please.. wake up from your reverie.

Whatever your decision, I'll stand by your side. There's no right or wrong in the court of love. But I just hope you'll make the one that will end your state of pain and more pain.

We'll drink it all away later, aight? (:


I love you,
Jov